Do something that makes me happy everyday

Today I donated toiletries, hair accessories, hair products, nail accessories, nail products, perfume, body spray to my ward at the hospital. Everyday I want to do something that makes my mood better and make myself feel better. Yesterday was exercise. today is donation. My heart is bursting already. My mind feels at ease. No panicking.Continue reading “Do something that makes me happy everyday”

isolation

day 7 of isolation…. everyday has been a blur it’s all been rolled into one, i wouldn’t say my mental health has been tested i’d say more numbed. i don’t have any emotion towards anything or anyone and for once i’m happy. i’m a health care assistant for the NHS and i just think theContinue reading “isolation”

New beginnings

So I’ve officially got a new job starting in the nhs and I can honestly say I feel relieved about a new beginning. I love knowing I’ve achieved something else. I love the fact it’s a new journey. Something different. Something to learn. New things to be seen heard and shown. 2020 is definitely goingContinue reading “New beginnings”

Disheartening…

It’s so disappointing when people you thought were your friends turn out to be just fake phoneys. It’s so sad when you put your all into everything and everyone and always end up let down and disappointed. The truth is not everyone has the same morals as you and not everyone has the same heartContinue reading “Disheartening…”

a day in a carers life

Being a Carer is exactly what it says in the name. caring…. it’s a lot more than taking people to the toilet. It’s a lot more than feeding those who can’t them selves. It’s being a friend. It’s being someone they love. It’s being someone they trust. Someone they rely on. Someone they want toContinue reading “a day in a carers life”