today is completely different

Woke up this morning feeling like a complete heap of shit. I just can’t seem to get out of it. I go to work. I go to the gym. I see my friends. I have a good life. I don’t even know why I feel the way I do. But I feel like a slob. I feel like a big blob of nothing ness is the only way I can explain it. There’s a big dark cloud over me. I can’t put my finger on it. Everyone always sees me as a this big happy bundle of joy and the truth is that is the case because no matter what my mood is I smile to cover it up. But today it’s like I can’t hide it. No matter what I try I can’t hide it. I wouldn’t wish this upon anyone. I really wouldn’t.

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23 years old. Live in Lytham St Annes. Care Assistant. Big Heart. Big dreams. A lot to say.

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