scary but magical

The truth is… I’ve been single for 3 years. It sounds a long time right??? Sounds so boring and lonely and to be honest at the start it was.

But realistically it’s so dangerous because low I’m 3 years into the single life and I don’t feel like anyone can come close to hurt me. Don’t get me wrong you chat to people, you go on dates and whatever but actually attaching yourself to someone seems some how terrifying. I’ve been at peace for so long and got so used to doing my own thing that it scares the living day light out of me thinking otherwise. Don’t get me wrong I get sad and lonely sometimes and think what if. But the truth is you don’t need someone to be happy. You find your feet, you find yourself, you become at peace and when your ready you’ll want someone. But until then you are your own priority. It’s so scary but so magical at the same time it’s so therapeutic doing your own things and doing what you enjoy and being at peace but magical knowing one day someone will change all of that. One day you’ll be smiling at your phone, you’ll be excited to see their face and that is when it will all change.

Published by A little bit of this and a lot of that

23 years old. Live in Lytham St Annes. Care Assistant. Big Heart. Big dreams. A lot to say.

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